after the rain

after two days without to see you, life is a little bit more sad and the rain helps in this way... missing a warm hug, a wet kiss, a touch of velvet on my skin... feeling that you're now so busy , so beloved, so in the middle of your own storms... missing you a lot, lost in my strange lonelyness, this love is becoming so weird to me but imposible to live without... on the edge of madness, we are not invincibles... but we try, i try not to fall down when all is dark and empty... when all looks like a cold deep hole... beloved as no one else... scared as you must be and i'm allways waiting for you, standing up, sitting down, taking care of the last flames that were burning so hard our hearts... sometimes i feel silly stealing all this time to the life, waiting for an end but every morning i wake up with a hope... i only need to know, to feel, that you have the same one despite your fear... fingers crossed...